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## Everything's Touch
"Do you guys have any deuterium water?", he said to a baffled lab manager.
"You know, heavy water?"
"No... We don't have that...". She didn't recognize him as a student.
"Do you know where I can get some?", continued his barrage of questions,
"What's a good chemical company? How do I go about ordering heavy water from them?"
What could this guy possibly have to do with heavy water? Why is he so determined?
When he finally turned and left empty-handed, she breathed a sigh of relief.
Until, that is, another man arrived and made the same request: he wanted heavy water.
Again, the lab manager refused him. For the rest of the day, she had
a knot in her stomach. Having failed once, in order to remain under the radar,
had some shadowy cabal switched representatives, and tried again to attain
their goal?
Uneasy still the lab manager had dinner, opening YouTube™ on her phone to pass
the time. On the front page, a video was waiting for her: "the ice cube
is too heavy!". When frozen, you see, heavy water sinks instead of floating.
There was no plot. Two men, having both seen this video, had independently
decided to replicate the trick. On the same day, believing it was their
free will, they visited the same lab and spoke to the same lab manager.
They felt the touch.
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> Roland too became conscious of the wind, as his mortality had never allowed him.
> Discovered it so. ...so joyful, that the arrow must veer into it.
>
> -- Thomas Pynchon, *Gravity's Rainbow*
Today, we live amidst an invisible ocean, but not in a physical sense;
its tides don't pull us out to sea or push us towards the shore; no
warm undercurrents alternate with cool water as we bob in the waves.
Standing on a hiking trail and looking out at the path ahead, the world
might look exactly as it had forty years ago. However, the ocean is
there, mediated by
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electromagnetism instead of fluid. Looking up at the sky,
nowadays we are reminded of this by the numerous hurtling dots delivering
the internet to practically every corner of the planet.
Reminded are we of its existence, too, when we hear it speak; when people talk
about Geese and Velvet Underground; when friends repeat nearly verbatim the
top post on /r/bald; when men show up to a teaching lab and ask for deuterium.
Sometimes, these ideas are deliberately planted. Sometimes, they are analogous
to your classic trends™. Sometimes, they just appear. An enormous behemoth
stirs deep beneath the waves, and we sway with the current.
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> If it is in working order, what is it meant to do? The engineers
> who built it . . . never knew there were any further steps to be taken.
> Their design was "finalized", and they could forget it.
>
> -- Thomas Pynchon, *Gravity's Rainbow*
In _The Age of Surveillance Capitalism_, Shoshana Zuboff
powerfully reframes the actions of tech giants like Google
from the perspective of _behavioral surplus_. Google
and Meta's gluttony for traffic patterns, written sentiment, satellite data,
identified faces seen by smart glasses, all of it is the endless hunger of an
influence-machine. Zuboff decries the "priests of the shadow texts",
Skinnerian manipulators bent on seizing human agency for utopian or,
more likely, capitalistic ends.
I don't think that's the whole picture.
The surveillance-manipulation machine, running at incredible scale and
nudging us every moment we search or share or scroll, is ultimately
unconcerned with truth. Truth is secondary to human behavior. While it
reaches and connects a double-digit percentage of the world's population,
the machine lacks any constraint or fundamental purpose beyond engagement.
It's driven by unfathomably large probabilistic models entangled through
several orders of interactions with other models.
This enormous amalgamation, joined nowadays by (probably) well-intentioned
and only-moderately-grounded-in-reality AI™ agents™, is armed with state-of-the-art
tools and unprecedented influence. With "engagement" its only loose target,
it ceaselessly perturbs our daily thoughts like Maxwell's demon. Whole
cliques of people revisit old shows, "discover" a new band, and try Science™.
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Among _Gravity's Rainbow_'s
numerous subjects and themes is an intricate and densely
connected network of markets, influences, and hidden agendas that overlays
the political conflicts of World War 2. Individuals pursued their own economic
gains; dealers replaced cocaine with powdered milk; Phoebus intentionally limited
the lifetimes of lightbulbs; a man dressed like a Rocket smuggled hash past
an international gathering on behalf of one Sour Bummer. All of this, though, the whole system, took
on the life of its own: it was the Rocket-state. It acted in ways that were
inscrutable, mysterious, and yet behind which, in moments of panic or paranoia,
one could suspect intent.
The Rocket-state, as Pynchon described it, may or may not have existed.
It certainly does not exist today. However, beyond Zuboff's cycle of
dispossession, beyond the powerful surveillance state exposed by Snowden,
today lies the Attention-state. It is the entity stirring occasionally under
the surface of the internet's ocean.
I think this is the missing piece. Yes, Google and Meta are selling your
Gmail inbox's contents to the highest bidder. Yes, the US government is
in on this. Yeah, Meta's Ray-Bans™ are going to be cataloguing every face
you encounter on the street, and yeah, the age verification laws are probably
going to be used to further associate your identity with the rest of
your data point-cloud. But these are just glimpses of the larger system.
Those "priests of the shadow texts" are like GR's Freemasons: they perform
the rituals, but the magic is elsewhere.
This is the closest we've ever been to a truly "unified consciousness".
We've built ourselves a noosphere, but it's not what we thought it would
be. It's not _just_ the "world at our fingertips".
It's not entirely a reflection of human minds. There is an impurity,
an additional active force that decides which whispers are carried across
the ocean and which shouts succumb to the inverse-square law.
There it sits, this impurity, mixed in with most human knowledge, with the
immediate awareness of nearly every event as it occurs in most of the developed
world. It coats our facts like film, and when an acquaintance hands you
his packaged opinion, it remains in his handprints, and your heart sinks
like deuterium ice.
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