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title: "The Day of Spirits"
date: 2026-04-16T20:38:09-07:00
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The humid air swirls with colorful spirits. They trace its invisible currents
in spirals through open spaces, cling to branches, drip down stone faces
and, awakened by the first beams of the rising sun, ooze newly out of trees
like sap. Lulls of wind leave them gliding gently downward to be picked up
again. From a distance, vortices of the spirits' malleable confetti travel along
plains like benevolent drunken djinns. With translucent jellylike hands and
fingers they wave at each other in passing, or hold each other in waltzes
often perturbed by the breeze. Big luminescent white eyes take in with
wonder and awe the only day they are ever to see.
Among them, Hex. An exception within the colorful milieu, he remembers, if
vaguely, the mornings that precede this one. He feels an unbroken thread
of identity dissolved somewhere within his red-pink body.
His life proves to be not quite that lonely. It's true, spirits disappear at
dusk, bursting like soap bubbles while the last rays of the setting sun
still caress from behind horizon-clouds the darkening sky. However, it's
true as well that they are born each morning, leaping with passing fish
out of streams and accumulating in drops of dew. An apple doesn't fall far
from the tree, and a spirit from the landscape that gives it rise. Again
and again Hex encounters similar motifs.
Take Molly, who hangs now with Hex from a grapevine, the both of them agitated
by the wind and decidedly resembling pennants on some carnival string. The
first Molly he met, who serves now for him as a departure point for a whole
lineage of kindred spirits, was a deep red. She was born during a Fire.
That day, dark overburdened clouds that covered the sky like dense wool
unleashed after much unwanted loitering their promised downpour, and with it
streaks of lightning. The flames spread quickly through the birch forest
beneath. The Fire raged for days, sucking in its gluttony the surrounding
atmosphere and spewing it upwards mingled with ash. A haze of purple, pink,
orange and yellow replaced the thunderclouds.
Hex was swept that day by the Fire's incessant breath towards the birches.
Flames danced among charred silhouettes that used to be trees.
A great many spirits were being born, sizzling out of ember-glowing
stumps and erupting in geysers above the flickering dance to drift upwards
like hot-air balloons. Molly was among them.
They sat together on a ledge. By some trick of their geometry, the surrounding
cliffs gave them refuge from the wind. Hex sensed for what felt like the first
time the weight of his body, a sort of permanence. He wanted Molly to understand.
He kept stumbling, espousing one flawed analogy after another, sketches of a
painting that he didn't know how to finish, unable to get across the _feeling_,
no, "comfort" isn't quite right, nor is "boldness", nor... She might have
vaguely understood.
Molly herself wanted weightlessness; he saw the spark in
her eye when she talked of waking up in the arms of a great column of air,
carried up, towards the ash-filled sky, one of the first that day to glimpse
the whole ball of the sun. She spoke heatedly of the warmth and excitement,
but also of the danger, of the many ways in which the Fire was capable of
reclaiming the lives it just spawned. That's what she was doing, her face
lit from behind him by the setting sun, when the first Molly popped out
of existence.
For days the Fire and its remnants precipitated reddish spirits among whom
Hex often heard tales of burning, rising, destruction. Thoughts
of the Fire were in the air, exchanged by passerby spirits carried in
its currents for brief moments along similar trajectories. He found a Molly
and reminded her of her of the day before, and saw that same spark in her
eyes. They spent that day rolling like tumbleweeds through a nearby valley,
talking in voices oscillating with their rotation.
The fire, though burning still now with the peat from a swamp into which
the birches receded, was becoming forgotten. Gusts of wind swept trees
that remained.
* drunk djinns: dust devils in Blood Meidian.